我自由了:'）

爱情像是人生里的一划， 轻文带过就好了. 更何况是单恋？！ 我呸！！

我曾向我的单恋告白过， 也曾经不时的问候他. 或许太频密了导致他有些烦厌. 开始不回信了， 真令人心烦.

终于我忍不住了便给他来电坦荡的表白一切. 反而我觉得心也比较舒服了. 我们依然是朋友， 只是不再平白无事的sms他.

这样他比较好过， 我也是. 爱一个人，要紧的不是拥有他， 而是他开心， 我便开心.

晚安！

Frozen!!

This is my last post for this trip home. I'm going back to Penang tomorrow. Yes, Penang here I come... This blog is gonna freeze for sometime again.

So I guess see you guys again when I'm back to live =)

Chao.

P/S: Gwapo, I still love you....

Missing You

Oh... love sick strikes again. It is weird that when you are missing someone you kinda like wishing for him all the time. My handsome was working at site today. At work, I refrained myself from looking for him. Well, I was busy too, so was he. But after work, I dropped him a message, asking him to rest early, since he must be tired working at site.

I came home to bath, had my dinner and was watching TV in the living room. Every few minutes I'd dig for my hand phone checking if he had received my message. It makes me sad that the message hadn't sent to him. So, I looked at his photos. It does soothe my heart, but I still miss him. Incomprehensible.  So I was looking back at our conversations, learning some Tagalog on the way. Suddenly, his message arrived. Apparently, he just got back. It was 9 O'clock. There had been a landslide on the way and he was stuck. Good thing he had his dinner while waiting for the passage to clear.

We talked a bit. So apparently he's going back to Penang early next month. So am I. So we said to meet in Penang =) It felt so glad after talking to him. It was no boyfriend talk. Just a normal greeting. But that makes up my day. I'm so happy now!! haha.

Therefore, I put up this music video. Just found this simply googling for "Missing you". Hehe... good night guys!! Matamis mga pangarap!!

Random

Matamis mga pangarap!!

Sing A Song To Soothe My Heart

It's a Saturday night. After a long day work, I messaged my gwapo greeting him evening and asked how was he. It was a simple friendship reply that he's just finished work and looking for place for dinner.

Of course, he's typed a bunch of words, which is pretty alien to me. I only grasped a few words thanks to Google Translate. But It was fruitful. That's how I get to learn my Tagalog though. So, I was planning to go out. But before that, I told him that I appreciate his tuition and that I would like to speak in Tagalog with him one day, when we meet. It was lovely.

Tonight, I finally got to meet with my friends, since ever I came back to KK. We met at our usual hangout place. They were singing on the karaoke, I was listening. I'm always a listener. But somehow, tonight I seem to have the feeling of missing him a lot more than usual. Maybe is the influence of the songs. I don't know. But every words in some songs I seem to feel him.

As usual, I covered myself up very well. So no one was asking if I were moody. Haha. Somehow, having someone to love is so different. I don't feel as horny as I used to be. I don't think of looking for ONS. I don't bother if anyone is looking for me for sex or what. I don't care. I seem to have filled my heart with him. Day and night, I think of him. I'm seriously in love with him I guess. Wonder if this is how love birds feel, before they are couples.

Anyway, I love him from the bottom of my heart. Someone shared before in Facebook. If you love him, you will let him go and be free. But if you really really love him, you won't let him go at all. So I guess I'm not there yet.

Good night!

Magandang Gabi Gwapo Aking

Hope my translation is correct. LOL~

Good night all!!

Confrontation O_O

It was a usual morning, I woke up in my hotel room. Getting ready to work and check my hand phone. I received message from my handsome wishing me good morning and said he was asleep already, I messaged "Sleep Well" in Tagalog to him the night before. It was all usual and I got my day started with busy meetings.

After the meetings, my colleague sent me to KL Sentral and I took my way to the airport. As I was sitting alone, it was evening. I received message from him. Poor him still working while the sun has gone down. It was casual talk. Suddenly he asked if I had both his Facebook account in my friend list. I only had 1 and 1 is pending for his approval. Then he asked again if I did send him message through Facebook.....

I honestly replied I did. Waiting for his respond. But he replied only "Ok" -_-" So I dared myself to ask if he has read of the message? I hope I hadn't troubled him. His reply was simple "Saya OK ja bah"... It was a relieve. At least he didn't hate me or reject me. That's the best I can wish for. Love can be so simple that it remains a 1 sided love. I guess. But I wished to tell him that I've never done this before. He's the first I've confessed to....

Then we talked of other stuff. He's happy and I'm happy. End of story.


Good thing it didn't go sour, our relationship. What more can I wish for.

Love him.

Adios!