Pressure... What Should I Do?

After working for 2 years in this company, I finally realise my role as a Lead Programmer. I'm not sure anymore what's my purpose. I first thought I'm just here to overlook the projects as well as to code myself (Which I still do).

However, the management requested that we have a departmental procedure. So, I had to come up with the procedure. After discussing with 2 of my programmers, they made me realise my role is not just to do the routine n overlook the progress. Am I also involved in documenting? or I'm the one to take up the planning for each and every projects? Am I paid enough to handle all these pressures? If I were to take up all these responsibilities then I'm as well live like a robot. There's no colour in my world then... Sad...

Or, should I just take them as jokes and make them do the works.. But again, they have a point for if they do the documentations then their work will delay. We all have 2 hands... and only 2 hands.. how can I help and define the scope? Oh.. headache nya....

Blabbering here... just to pass out some gas. I HATE Pressure!

May the world in peace....

Farewell Dinner cum Party....

Today, after the hard work in the office.. we all were prepared for a farewell dinner for 1 of my Handsome colleague... sadly.. he's leaving us.. and My 3 Musketeers has lost 1 now... need replacement. Hope the new colleague will be as good looking as this colleague of mine.

However, We had our dinner at Firefly, KK Time Square. Fun place and nice environment. The food was delicious too.. although it's not as filling as I was expecting. Pork Ribs... mmmm...... Next time must order the same menu.

So, after the dinner, we went on to the next door, which was a pub of the same restaurant. There's live band and the environment was cosy. My handsome boss (1 of the 3 musketeers) had ordered some hard liquor, which I do not know of what brand nor type of it. All I know is it's sweet and nice to drink with coke or lime water. Soon after down some shots.. my colleagues started to hit up and tried to conquer the dance floor. I am a slow motor. And I don't dance in general. Therefore, all I did is enjoy the music and enjoy looking at my handsome colleagues + boss to demo their dance skills.

But, things were not always as good as that... I was forced to dance. What more, was forced to dance by my handsome boss. Wooohooo... I was even "molested" by him many times to make me dance.. lol... Well, to keep the situation fun, I finally did some small moves... and danced along with them. It was an interesting night though.. And it was very happening and enjoyable. Especially seeing 3 of my musketeers making their killer moves. lol...

Anyway, That party is the reason I'm now posting at this late night while I should have gone to bed to prepare for my dog's life. But I just got home and got showered. Now, at this very moment, I'm waiting for my hair to get dry before I dose off.. However, I think I'll end here.. and continue my sweet dreams of handsome and hope I get some Wet Dreams... hahahahha.. good night. Love.

The Company

Hmm.. actually, 2 separate things to tell here..

Last Saturday, our company had a team building event at Lembah Impian. quite a nice place with swimming pool (will include the story later.. lol). So, we had our fun, dinner, and Karaoke and dance there. Dinner was so so though. Coz the food were not really tasteless but not strong enuf.. Yeah.. i like strong taste.. lol. Everything was good. and good thing is all the handsomes within the company attended the event too.

So, after the tally match, my colleague and I decided if we can go swim in the pool since we were the house guest. and this colleague of mine is the handsome which i kinda like (want to see him? check out my flicker.. he's the 1 sitting next to me) So, we went to the pool shirt less.. and GOSH~ he's fit n sexy. Hahahahaha.. not only that.. other handsomes from other branch came to join us in the pool too... Wooohoooo.... Wolf in action.. lol.. There's this 1 kid.. he's got damn sexy body, i suppose he doesn't like underwear as I can most of the time see his butt crack whenever he's working. He jumped into the pool with his jeans.. Awoooooooooo...

K K.. on other hand. The kid from earlier post (who was mad at me), finally chatted with me again in msn. And we had a VERY long chat.. from 11pm i think to like 430am... I was like sleeping panda the next day, Slept all the time at my grandma's house. Then, at around 4pm. I received his text.. we exchanged sms then I told him why not we meet up for a short tea before dinner. So, I took the long way to his place.. got lost a few rounds. Finally, then we met up.. had some tang yuen in some leong cha pou (rice ball in some dessert house). We chatted and everything was good.. now he's happy and i'm happy.. lol.. next i wanna find my other friend.. which i suppose from this lesson i've learnt that don't let them wait too long. This Kid gave me a phrase "Jual Mahal" (Sell at High Price) for I'm hard to meet and refused him too many times. lol.. Well, I'm just some cheapskate so dont mistaken me as Expensive stuff.. lol.. That's all.. Tata!