艾草

艾草

这是一部很感人的戏。剧中的男主角正好演出了我的心声。我是同性恋的同时也不想伤害我的家人。情愿不要告诉家人我心中的秘密也不想伤害他们的心。好挣扎哦！不过我也相信我的母亲也和剧中的艾草一样能接受我是同性恋的事实的。只是，我一直很不想让他们失望。

不过我也很想和我的母亲一起分享这部剧的情节。因为它的故事太好了。充满了生活的点点滴滴很实在。我的华语不好所以只能说到这里。拜拜！

This is a very touching story. The actor has just played my role in the movie. I'm a gay but at the same time I don't want to hurt my family. Rather not tell my secret, I don't want to hurt their feelings. But I do believe that my mom is just like 艾草, which she eventually will accept the fact that her son is gay. But, I just don't want to disappoint my parents.

However, I do wish to enjoy this loving story with my mom, because the story is just too good. It filled with every bits and pieces of life, very down to earth story. My Mandrin is not very good, therefore I'd like to stop here. Bye Bye!

Hey Handsome, Ouch！ It Hurts...

Being gay the biggest advantage is to be close with someone you like without them knowing. You get to sit side by side, secretly look at them, feel happy just to be near them or even be friend with them. But that's also the biggest disadvantage.

Lately, I've been to outstation for work and met a good looking guy. Kind of like how he look. Damn gorgeous man (at least to my standard that is). I even get to sit next to him to give some training on using the system we've developed. But, knowing that he is straight doesn't really hurt my feelings too.. Cause, I've expected most of the guys here I know are straight. I'm just the damn unlucky gay who happens to live in an all straight community.

That's why I've been silent all this while and only secretly admiring other guys in the closet. Pity that is... but that's life. Well, seems the title's not very much appropriate to this writing. But anyway, gotta crash now... tired week have just ended... new week to come.

Latter Day

Being silently gay, I've lived a life without anyone knowing. Therefore, I'm always interested in gay material stories. For example, I've bought a book about how a guy came out to admit his gayness. Movies about coming out, gay love, sort and sort. I've browsed through the Internet and downloaded a few of the good gay movies out there. The Love Of Siam, No Regrets, Shelter more and more. But, Today, I've finally caught a time to watch another gay theme movie. That is Latter Day. It's a nice loving story about how a Mormon came out and found a true love.

I'd wish someday I'll find my own love too. But I sometimes doubt that is it easy for a gay to find true love among ourselves. Since being a guy I know very well that Sex plays a big role and we don't need much love. But I'm pretty sure that's not true either... Love exist! Well, let's hope that my love will come soon as I've not been really in love for the whole 28 years...

Wish me luck!