Being gay the biggest advantage is to be close with someone you like without them knowing. You get to sit side by side, secretly look at them, feel happy just to be near them or even be friend with them. But that's also the biggest disadvantage.
Lately, I've been to outstation for work and met a good looking guy. Kind of like how he look. Damn gorgeous man (at least to my standard that is). I even get to sit next to him to give some training on using the system we've developed. But, knowing that he is straight doesn't really hurt my feelings too.. Cause, I've expected most of the guys here I know are straight. I'm just the damn unlucky gay who happens to live in an all straight community.
That's why I've been silent all this while and only secretly admiring other guys in the closet. Pity that is... but that's life. Well, seems the title's not very much appropriate to this writing. But anyway, gotta crash now... tired week have just ended... new week to come.
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