Monday, September 20, 2010
Howdy...
No specific topic today. Just wanna say that after the confession, everything's back to normal day. I'm still their loving son. But it doesn't mean they are accepting. They just take it as if they've not heard and we live peacefully ever again....
Monday, September 13, 2010
So I've Done It
So it rained this morning. I was hoping that sunny day will come out after the rain but it seems no. Grey clouds still casting over the sky.
This morning, at breakfast, mom has asked me again why was I so moody since last night. I was hesitated to answer her, but she has put all her tries to find out the reason I was moody. I wasn't really moody by the way, I was just giving a deep thought of what's my option about the love bite I tried to hide.
Anyway, so she forced her way to the answer and I've told her that I like guys. I'm not sure if that's a bad move or what. But I can see her face of concern has turned so much to a sad face. She is a traditional lady and wouldn't have approved of such thing. But, she hold her tears well. We both didn't shed a tear but we both know well how hurt our hearts were. She tried to convince me to love a girl but I just couldn't tell her that it's not possible. There goes more worries for her.
I was silent all the time hoping she'll just take me as I am. I let her convince me to like girls but I know for sure that won't happen. Giving a false hope to a girl is more cruel than lying to myself that I'm straight.
Anyway, I hope this will all pass soon and that she quickly recovers from such an impact. I know I cried as I was on my way to office. What bout her? Did she cry too? Most likely, I hope. Or it'll be a suffer for not releasing such emotion.
After my confession and her advices, she only said she's going to the bathroom and ask me to drive safe as usual. But behind the back I know well all emotions have turned out from her. Have I passed the ball to her? Or have I made my case worse? All I can hope for is the silver lining comes quickly for a new hope.
Back to work.
This morning, at breakfast, mom has asked me again why was I so moody since last night. I was hesitated to answer her, but she has put all her tries to find out the reason I was moody. I wasn't really moody by the way, I was just giving a deep thought of what's my option about the love bite I tried to hide.
Anyway, so she forced her way to the answer and I've told her that I like guys. I'm not sure if that's a bad move or what. But I can see her face of concern has turned so much to a sad face. She is a traditional lady and wouldn't have approved of such thing. But, she hold her tears well. We both didn't shed a tear but we both know well how hurt our hearts were. She tried to convince me to love a girl but I just couldn't tell her that it's not possible. There goes more worries for her.
I was silent all the time hoping she'll just take me as I am. I let her convince me to like girls but I know for sure that won't happen. Giving a false hope to a girl is more cruel than lying to myself that I'm straight.
Anyway, I hope this will all pass soon and that she quickly recovers from such an impact. I know I cried as I was on my way to office. What bout her? Did she cry too? Most likely, I hope. Or it'll be a suffer for not releasing such emotion.
After my confession and her advices, she only said she's going to the bathroom and ask me to drive safe as usual. But behind the back I know well all emotions have turned out from her. Have I passed the ball to her? Or have I made my case worse? All I can hope for is the silver lining comes quickly for a new hope.
Back to work.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
I had sex again today....
The title may sound casual, but it may not seem as so. Recently I've met a guy over the net and he was eager to meet up. So, we have made it today. In the evening, I met up with him in hotel and we would then start with the routine. Kissing, sucking and sort. I won't go to the details, but in the middle of having fun I felt him giving me a love bite on the neck. I stopped him in time but it turned out too late.
After the fun, I've noticed a love bite forming the size of a 10 cent or slightly bigger than that. What's done is done. So, I didn't put the blame on him or anything. But that gives me a trouble to think. On the way home, I've thought of many ways to deal with it. But I have no other ideas but to hide it with a collar shirt as a temporally measure. However, as I was searching options of cloths. My mom became suspicious and came over trying to talk to me. Maybe I've put up my deep thought face too much that shows in my expression. I made it as casual but knowing that my options are limited now. That they wonder if anything has happened to me. Their worries made me wonder what should I do over this situation.
Some more, seeing the size of the love bite. I don't think I can hide any longer as they will find out soon enough. 1st of all, I usually wear singlets at home. What brought me to wear collar shirt is 1 suspicious. But that is the least I would worry because of all the reasons they wouldn't have thought of me having sex. But if they were to have found out the love bite what would their response be? I wonder.
So, now my options are only either to tell them the truth that I had sex with a guy or I hurt myself. Although I would say the 2nd option is obviously a lie to them. I honestly am thinking of telling them that I'm GAY! But should I? I'm in a delima now that I would not want to hurt my parents nor don't want them to start blaming themselves for who i am but I wouldn't want to lie to them about my secret, especially seeing that how they worried about me tonight.
Honestly, the thought of letting them know the me inside hurts my feeling but I can't seem to hide this forever. So, I try to seek for advice here and hope for a reply here. I'll take the 1st reply as my answer. But hope that won't be some meaningless advice.
Night everyone.
After the fun, I've noticed a love bite forming the size of a 10 cent or slightly bigger than that. What's done is done. So, I didn't put the blame on him or anything. But that gives me a trouble to think. On the way home, I've thought of many ways to deal with it. But I have no other ideas but to hide it with a collar shirt as a temporally measure. However, as I was searching options of cloths. My mom became suspicious and came over trying to talk to me. Maybe I've put up my deep thought face too much that shows in my expression. I made it as casual but knowing that my options are limited now. That they wonder if anything has happened to me. Their worries made me wonder what should I do over this situation.
Some more, seeing the size of the love bite. I don't think I can hide any longer as they will find out soon enough. 1st of all, I usually wear singlets at home. What brought me to wear collar shirt is 1 suspicious. But that is the least I would worry because of all the reasons they wouldn't have thought of me having sex. But if they were to have found out the love bite what would their response be? I wonder.
So, now my options are only either to tell them the truth that I had sex with a guy or I hurt myself. Although I would say the 2nd option is obviously a lie to them. I honestly am thinking of telling them that I'm GAY! But should I? I'm in a delima now that I would not want to hurt my parents nor don't want them to start blaming themselves for who i am but I wouldn't want to lie to them about my secret, especially seeing that how they worried about me tonight.
Honestly, the thought of letting them know the me inside hurts my feeling but I can't seem to hide this forever. So, I try to seek for advice here and hope for a reply here. I'll take the 1st reply as my answer. But hope that won't be some meaningless advice.
Night everyone.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
What Am I Up For??
People seem to have left me messages in PlanetRomeo or ManJam and we became friends. And I took them nicely as friends. However, certain people just seem to think of getting me to be their bf. Which I honestly didn't think of so. Am I being choosy here? I wonder.
I do have interest at some guys. But I never did my approach. Then, there are guys telling me how crazy they are to me. I just don't know what to respond to these. Maybe I'm just not open to people. Or I'm just too selective. I don't know. But do people out there just give a try to anybody who is interested to them? Cause that I know of, we only have met and some even only online. I've not met in person nor have I know of him enough. To start a relationship like this is just too odd. Do you agree?
Also, there's another type of people who likes to force you to answer. I've met some people, they just keep on asking you "Do You Like Me?" again and again. And I've only met him like at that time. Well, if he's super handsome.. I'll drop dead to say "Yes I Do." lol.. but no. Few more times of forceful questions like this and I'll just reject him.
But I wonder how will I do if I were to meet with someone I really interested and wanted to further our relationship. Can I easily get him or I'll be just like the same as those up for me. It's Karma... hahaha
I do have interest at some guys. But I never did my approach. Then, there are guys telling me how crazy they are to me. I just don't know what to respond to these. Maybe I'm just not open to people. Or I'm just too selective. I don't know. But do people out there just give a try to anybody who is interested to them? Cause that I know of, we only have met and some even only online. I've not met in person nor have I know of him enough. To start a relationship like this is just too odd. Do you agree?
Also, there's another type of people who likes to force you to answer. I've met some people, they just keep on asking you "Do You Like Me?" again and again. And I've only met him like at that time. Well, if he's super handsome.. I'll drop dead to say "Yes I Do." lol.. but no. Few more times of forceful questions like this and I'll just reject him.
But I wonder how will I do if I were to meet with someone I really interested and wanted to further our relationship. Can I easily get him or I'll be just like the same as those up for me. It's Karma... hahaha
Friday, June 4, 2010
Horny season?
Recently... there are more people interested in me. But I wonder why? Have I turned more handsome? But even if I have, I have not uploaded any new pictures to my profiles... Then, must it be my photo? They turned more handsome.... hahahah.. that's not even possible. I'm still fat as usual in the photo. Even if I initiate a conversation with someone I think handsome, there's always no response... So, I have concluded that there is only 1 condition to direct people to me. It's Horny Season.
Well, obviously it is not only to me. I'm just one of the beneficial. People tend to send me messages, ask me go yam cha, ask for sex and so and so. Well, some I entertain, some I dunno what they want.. probably just to say hi. Anyway, I'm pretty horny too lately. Had few sex cam, 1 HJ and fix myself most the time.. hahahah..
Hmm... have I turned this blog into a sex report? Well, I don't often post a blog due to busy working. Or there's no special thing happening in life. But now, my friend and I are having a carpentry project. hehehehe.. Although he came out with the idea and he did most of the carpentry.. but I still want to get involved.. How I wish to have a family like him... which can do all sorts of DIY.... my family is just too lazy at all these (that includes me). LOL..
Well anyway... if the product is completed.. I'll try to post a photo here... for you to judge.. who knows.. I get to sell this to people.. Ciao..
P/S: "The Talented Mr Ripley" is the book I'm reading now... Loved the movie... anyone has completed the book?
Well, obviously it is not only to me. I'm just one of the beneficial. People tend to send me messages, ask me go yam cha, ask for sex and so and so. Well, some I entertain, some I dunno what they want.. probably just to say hi. Anyway, I'm pretty horny too lately. Had few sex cam, 1 HJ and fix myself most the time.. hahahah..
Hmm... have I turned this blog into a sex report? Well, I don't often post a blog due to busy working. Or there's no special thing happening in life. But now, my friend and I are having a carpentry project. hehehehe.. Although he came out with the idea and he did most of the carpentry.. but I still want to get involved.. How I wish to have a family like him... which can do all sorts of DIY.... my family is just too lazy at all these (that includes me). LOL..
Well anyway... if the product is completed.. I'll try to post a photo here... for you to judge.. who knows.. I get to sell this to people.. Ciao..
P/S: "The Talented Mr Ripley" is the book I'm reading now... Loved the movie... anyone has completed the book?
Friday, April 23, 2010
Friends Forever??
Well, I have a friend and we are quite close. He has a gf, also my ex classmate cum ex colleague. We often hang out together. Had fun together and pretty much do many things together.
However, today, I'm not quite happy. Because, when we plan to have a BBQ, must I be involved in every way? Today, I was just too busy to have a chat with them and told them to plan it I'll just follow. Then, the gf suddenly said that I always am the one not doing anything. I'm the one that always come with empty handed and I'm the only one not doing the cleaning up and I'm the one that's not doing anything. In other words, what I have done is just washed to the drain. Fine. I may not be the one to do the marinating, I may not be the one to bring the BBQ stove I may not be the one to bring all the necessary utensils. Big deal. But I do help to cook to clean up to cut the meat and sort on. And those are nothing I've done. I've even sometimes bring over the stuff to be used. Joined them to go shopping for things and materials. Then OK... I've not done anything. Fine. And what I most unhappy of is maybe they are just taking it a joke. I don't know. Since I left the conversation. So, they made an issue of my not involvement. Then decided the duty of that day. So, I'm the one to buy drinks, I'm the one to do the cooking, I'm the one to do the cleaning and they the one to sit and enjoy the dinner. Great... what a friend. I wasn't going to make an argument but I don't see that why I have to do all these then. I'm just too lazy to argue with them. Rather, I skip the chat and do my work. Let them have all the fun. Fine then, since those are my duty then I'll do it. Satisfied. There's no point to start a fight and lets not be friend. Why would I do that. But as long they see that I DID NOT JUST COME TO EAT AND SLEEP then I'm fine. I may not have done that much as they did. But at least please lah appreciate that I did contribute.
And most of all. Me having lots of job, doing some managerial works and "Oh now he's the manager.... " attitude. I hate that when they group me that way. While they are the "slaves". I did not choose to be manager. And most of all I'm not even a manager. I'm just a Lead. That's a big diff and is the most not nice job. Of cause my responsibility at work is more but don't think that I earn more and I'm the "Manager". I have nothing to do with the "Manager". I'm just like them a slave. Why can't they see that point. Who thinks that being the Manager means more relaxing and can assign people to do all the dirty jobs. I'm the one to take the hit and I'm still bloody working hard in the rat race... Can they see that? I'm always involved with all the meetings. I'm always late with pending works, I'm always trying to fix others' works than mine. And they claim to be the "Slave". Have they not known that sometimes being the slave is better than being the leader. Gosh... I'm sick of that when they make fun of "He's the Manager..." joke. Can they imagine that why do I always work late in the office when they are having fun out there. I sometimes have to go back on weekends just to finish off some urgent stuff.. and they take me as a joke.......
Well, sorry readers. These are just my rant. I just can't get somewhere else to frust. So... I'll bla it all out here. Good night.
However, today, I'm not quite happy. Because, when we plan to have a BBQ, must I be involved in every way? Today, I was just too busy to have a chat with them and told them to plan it I'll just follow. Then, the gf suddenly said that I always am the one not doing anything. I'm the one that always come with empty handed and I'm the only one not doing the cleaning up and I'm the one that's not doing anything. In other words, what I have done is just washed to the drain. Fine. I may not be the one to do the marinating, I may not be the one to bring the BBQ stove I may not be the one to bring all the necessary utensils. Big deal. But I do help to cook to clean up to cut the meat and sort on. And those are nothing I've done. I've even sometimes bring over the stuff to be used. Joined them to go shopping for things and materials. Then OK... I've not done anything. Fine. And what I most unhappy of is maybe they are just taking it a joke. I don't know. Since I left the conversation. So, they made an issue of my not involvement. Then decided the duty of that day. So, I'm the one to buy drinks, I'm the one to do the cooking, I'm the one to do the cleaning and they the one to sit and enjoy the dinner. Great... what a friend. I wasn't going to make an argument but I don't see that why I have to do all these then. I'm just too lazy to argue with them. Rather, I skip the chat and do my work. Let them have all the fun. Fine then, since those are my duty then I'll do it. Satisfied. There's no point to start a fight and lets not be friend. Why would I do that. But as long they see that I DID NOT JUST COME TO EAT AND SLEEP then I'm fine. I may not have done that much as they did. But at least please lah appreciate that I did contribute.
And most of all. Me having lots of job, doing some managerial works and "Oh now he's the manager.... " attitude. I hate that when they group me that way. While they are the "slaves". I did not choose to be manager. And most of all I'm not even a manager. I'm just a Lead. That's a big diff and is the most not nice job. Of cause my responsibility at work is more but don't think that I earn more and I'm the "Manager". I have nothing to do with the "Manager". I'm just like them a slave. Why can't they see that point. Who thinks that being the Manager means more relaxing and can assign people to do all the dirty jobs. I'm the one to take the hit and I'm still bloody working hard in the rat race... Can they see that? I'm always involved with all the meetings. I'm always late with pending works, I'm always trying to fix others' works than mine. And they claim to be the "Slave". Have they not known that sometimes being the slave is better than being the leader. Gosh... I'm sick of that when they make fun of "He's the Manager..." joke. Can they imagine that why do I always work late in the office when they are having fun out there. I sometimes have to go back on weekends just to finish off some urgent stuff.. and they take me as a joke.......
Well, sorry readers. These are just my rant. I just can't get somewhere else to frust. So... I'll bla it all out here. Good night.
Monday, April 19, 2010
One Step More to Gayism...
Few weeks ago, I've received a message from a lengzai in ManJam. We've exchanged contact but never did call him.
So, last Saturday, finally message him. At 1st, I was thinking of just meeting as friend, but then he asked me if I have any naked pic. So I mistaken him as looking for ONS. Blur blur go and message him. But the respond is OK. Then he proceeded to ask if I am a T or B and sort on. I've not done B.
Then, we set a time. and I'm all ready for him. That night after some trouble with the phone network, we still managed to meet. Not quite like him in the photo.. but he is definitely a good looking guy. The 1st time we met, my heart was saying "this guy is going to fuck me.." lol...
So, we proceeded to his place. then he made his move. And OMG, he's good.... the kissing the caressing all I felt good. I'm such a noob that I was just redoing what he did to me. Hope I did it correctly that he's happy too. And I have to comment his tool is like WTF. the girth is like x1.5 of mine. Damn.. so big... hahaha.
He's the 1st guy to take my ass and lucky I'm still manageable. But 1 thing I'm quite contradicting about is... I let him cum into me... without a condom. I was happy as well as scared of the safety.. But I trust him.. well what's done is done.. don't trust also cannot lah.
Still, overall... I think I'm liking him already. I may not like the B that much (as it makes me feel like wanna shit) but I think he's a good sex partner. And I know there's way lot I need to learn from him... haha... *blush*
P/S: Hope we'll meet again..
So, last Saturday, finally message him. At 1st, I was thinking of just meeting as friend, but then he asked me if I have any naked pic. So I mistaken him as looking for ONS. Blur blur go and message him. But the respond is OK. Then he proceeded to ask if I am a T or B and sort on. I've not done B.
Then, we set a time. and I'm all ready for him. That night after some trouble with the phone network, we still managed to meet. Not quite like him in the photo.. but he is definitely a good looking guy. The 1st time we met, my heart was saying "this guy is going to fuck me.." lol...
So, we proceeded to his place. then he made his move. And OMG, he's good.... the kissing the caressing all I felt good. I'm such a noob that I was just redoing what he did to me. Hope I did it correctly that he's happy too. And I have to comment his tool is like WTF. the girth is like x1.5 of mine. Damn.. so big... hahaha.
He's the 1st guy to take my ass and lucky I'm still manageable. But 1 thing I'm quite contradicting about is... I let him cum into me... without a condom. I was happy as well as scared of the safety.. But I trust him.. well what's done is done.. don't trust also cannot lah.
Still, overall... I think I'm liking him already. I may not like the B that much (as it makes me feel like wanna shit) but I think he's a good sex partner. And I know there's way lot I need to learn from him... haha... *blush*
P/S: Hope we'll meet again..
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Pressure... What Should I Do?
After working for 2 years in this company, I finally realise my role as a Lead Programmer. I'm not sure anymore what's my purpose. I first thought I'm just here to overlook the projects as well as to code myself (Which I still do).
However, the management requested that we have a departmental procedure. So, I had to come up with the procedure. After discussing with 2 of my programmers, they made me realise my role is not just to do the routine n overlook the progress. Am I also involved in documenting? or I'm the one to take up the planning for each and every projects? Am I paid enough to handle all these pressures? If I were to take up all these responsibilities then I'm as well live like a robot. There's no colour in my world then... Sad...
Or, should I just take them as jokes and make them do the works.. But again, they have a point for if they do the documentations then their work will delay. We all have 2 hands... and only 2 hands.. how can I help and define the scope? Oh.. headache nya....
Blabbering here... just to pass out some gas. I HATE Pressure!
May the world in peace....
However, the management requested that we have a departmental procedure. So, I had to come up with the procedure. After discussing with 2 of my programmers, they made me realise my role is not just to do the routine n overlook the progress. Am I also involved in documenting? or I'm the one to take up the planning for each and every projects? Am I paid enough to handle all these pressures? If I were to take up all these responsibilities then I'm as well live like a robot. There's no colour in my world then... Sad...
Or, should I just take them as jokes and make them do the works.. But again, they have a point for if they do the documentations then their work will delay. We all have 2 hands... and only 2 hands.. how can I help and define the scope? Oh.. headache nya....
Blabbering here... just to pass out some gas. I HATE Pressure!
May the world in peace....
Monday, March 8, 2010
Hawdeee....
Been awhile i've not written anything here. Was busy with works after my last post. So, Taiwan. What's nice bout Taiwan. I like kao Shung.. I like Kenting, I like.. Taipei... I like.. dunno lah I like basically everything that's there.. Lol..
But the pressure of works come straight after the enjoyable holiday. sadly, many things happen too... my beloved windsurfing is not active ever since I returned. Things just prefer to happen on Weekends..
Yesterday, my mom was badly sick I had to stay home to take care of her.. lucky that I saw lots of improvement from her now.. else I'd take a day off at home n continue take care of her.
However, last Sat, we had our 1st night fishing. It was the worst time of the month to fish. No moonlight but lots of stars. I've even saw my 1st comet. lol.. And the worst most is we fished nothing. basically we droped our hook and tried to fish corals. lol.. bad timing.
gotta back to work... bye
But the pressure of works come straight after the enjoyable holiday. sadly, many things happen too... my beloved windsurfing is not active ever since I returned. Things just prefer to happen on Weekends..
Yesterday, my mom was badly sick I had to stay home to take care of her.. lucky that I saw lots of improvement from her now.. else I'd take a day off at home n continue take care of her.
However, last Sat, we had our 1st night fishing. It was the worst time of the month to fish. No moonlight but lots of stars. I've even saw my 1st comet. lol.. And the worst most is we fished nothing. basically we droped our hook and tried to fish corals. lol.. bad timing.
gotta back to work... bye
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
New Update After CNY
Firstly, Gong Xi Fa Cai.... but not ang pao.. hehe....
Well, I've not updated my blog for sometimes now. Anyway, life's been busy since end of year.. then CNY coming up.. but work load is never less... Anyway, I had spent my lovely time in Taiwan this CNY. And I like there.. nice place, nice people, too bad time is short and I couldn't take that 1 week of holidays to enjoy everything in Taiwan. But I for sure will want to go back there.. not 1ce but many times..
That's all for now.. will write more about it later.. If I Have the time.. sadly.. Works..
Well, I've not updated my blog for sometimes now. Anyway, life's been busy since end of year.. then CNY coming up.. but work load is never less... Anyway, I had spent my lovely time in Taiwan this CNY. And I like there.. nice place, nice people, too bad time is short and I couldn't take that 1 week of holidays to enjoy everything in Taiwan. But I for sure will want to go back there.. not 1ce but many times..
That's all for now.. will write more about it later.. If I Have the time.. sadly.. Works..
Friday, January 15, 2010
Meet The PLUs
Thursday, as I agreed with my friend to go to the club to help him fix the sail, I told my mom that I'll be out after dinner. So did I. Reached the club, didn't get to fix the sail as it was raining. So, all we did is to dissemble the sail.
After that, had our hot drinks and chatted. Suddenly, Received message from Kid A, still remember him? Anyway, he said he's meeting some other PLU friends, asked if I was interested. I didn't reply right away as I was with my common friends.
Shortly after, we departed. Then I gave a call to Kid A. asked where they were. That was 10 O'clock. Soon enough I joined them. The new PLU friend is a chub. No offence though, but he's a 38. Lol... oklah to be friend. I prefer someone 38 lor then me too quiet. I don't even give out the aura that I'm a gay. Sadly....
Anyway, we each been intro then talked of bla bla bla.... long time after, another PLU came to join. And he talked more and kept the atmosphere going. mostly he showed us other PLUs he met and told us some of his past experience... wasn't that bad though our encounter. But I'm the most not gay there... Hmm.. I wonder why.... maybe I'm a fake gay....
Anyway, just want to record this moment as I've achieved another big step to come out of the other side of the world... yeah.. Chao for now.
PS: Kid A has found someone for him. Therefore, I'm happy for him and he's taken me more like a friend now then ever... yeah yeah...
After that, had our hot drinks and chatted. Suddenly, Received message from Kid A, still remember him? Anyway, he said he's meeting some other PLU friends, asked if I was interested. I didn't reply right away as I was with my common friends.
Shortly after, we departed. Then I gave a call to Kid A. asked where they were. That was 10 O'clock. Soon enough I joined them. The new PLU friend is a chub. No offence though, but he's a 38. Lol... oklah to be friend. I prefer someone 38 lor then me too quiet. I don't even give out the aura that I'm a gay. Sadly....
Anyway, we each been intro then talked of bla bla bla.... long time after, another PLU came to join. And he talked more and kept the atmosphere going. mostly he showed us other PLUs he met and told us some of his past experience... wasn't that bad though our encounter. But I'm the most not gay there... Hmm.. I wonder why.... maybe I'm a fake gay....
Anyway, just want to record this moment as I've achieved another big step to come out of the other side of the world... yeah.. Chao for now.
PS: Kid A has found someone for him. Therefore, I'm happy for him and he's taken me more like a friend now then ever... yeah yeah...
Thursday, January 14, 2010
New Year Resolution
Although this may be a bit late... but.... I want to start my New Year Resolution for CNY (Chinese New year) cannot meh? *Bleh*
1. Be more responsible at work. See I have a handsome boss to rule the company. So, I have to fight on his behalf even though I'm just a small fry here.
2. Be more stylish. I know I'm not a very handsome guy. But to attract more bees I have to make myself prettier..
3. Slim down and get 6 packs. HMm.. my dream since I dunno when. But I still never give up till today.
4. Excel in everything I'm in for. I've always think that I did not do to my best to anything that I've done. Must make a different this year.
5. Stop Procrastination. I've been procrastinating a lot. Especially in the office. Need to stop those tubes and those blogs and those fb(well my office has blocked this) and those flickrs and those ....
6. Make better plannings. I'm so not good at plannings. Been questioned by boss many times for delayed works. Hai... life is so hard.
7. Better Financial Management. I've been working so long already yet my saving is still so little. Not enough for me to resign and stay home. Need to do something on this.
8. Get into a relationship. At least please lah... let me find my 1st love. I'm not too choosy, as long the someone I love is one of us and who likes me.... lol..
9. Tell you the truth.... I've not been kissed nor kissed before. But I've met ppl and they said how enjoyable it is to kiss... I wonder. *cross fingers* Hope I get to experience that too.
10. Last of all, I reserve this for anything that comes up later.. hahahahah....
back to work.. trying to strike my 1, 4, 5, 6 resolutions now... bye..
1. Be more responsible at work. See I have a handsome boss to rule the company. So, I have to fight on his behalf even though I'm just a small fry here.
2. Be more stylish. I know I'm not a very handsome guy. But to attract more bees I have to make myself prettier..
3. Slim down and get 6 packs. HMm.. my dream since I dunno when. But I still never give up till today.
4. Excel in everything I'm in for. I've always think that I did not do to my best to anything that I've done. Must make a different this year.
5. Stop Procrastination. I've been procrastinating a lot. Especially in the office. Need to stop those tubes and those blogs and those fb(well my office has blocked this) and those flickrs and those ....
6. Make better plannings. I'm so not good at plannings. Been questioned by boss many times for delayed works. Hai... life is so hard.
7. Better Financial Management. I've been working so long already yet my saving is still so little. Not enough for me to resign and stay home. Need to do something on this.
8. Get into a relationship. At least please lah... let me find my 1st love. I'm not too choosy, as long the someone I love is one of us and who likes me.... lol..
9. Tell you the truth.... I've not been kissed nor kissed before. But I've met ppl and they said how enjoyable it is to kiss... I wonder. *cross fingers* Hope I get to experience that too.
10. Last of all, I reserve this for anything that comes up later.. hahahahah....
back to work.. trying to strike my 1, 4, 5, 6 resolutions now... bye..
Monday, January 11, 2010
111...
Hmm... nice.. today is 11th jan, which makes up 111... can't wait to have 1111, 11111, 111111 and so on...
Anyway, had great weekends, nice wind, finally got the hype of windsurfing. Can plane dy. Woohoo.... But, unluckily, I fell and hurt my leg, which gives a big bruise. Also, I can't go badminton today because of this.. hai...
On other matter, this afternoon, why is there such a super duper lengzai having lunch alone? How i wish to join him... DAMN HANDSOME...... I see also pening (faint) anyway, don't have the chance to know him.. sadly. Nothing much other than that... Bye..
Anyway, had great weekends, nice wind, finally got the hype of windsurfing. Can plane dy. Woohoo.... But, unluckily, I fell and hurt my leg, which gives a big bruise. Also, I can't go badminton today because of this.. hai...
On other matter, this afternoon, why is there such a super duper lengzai having lunch alone? How i wish to join him... DAMN HANDSOME...... I see also pening (faint) anyway, don't have the chance to know him.. sadly. Nothing much other than that... Bye..
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Centipede On The Run
Okay, 1st of, my house is a condominium and is at the 5th storey. And how is there a centipede able to climb up so high and land on my mom's room's bathroom? Weird.
I was cleaning dishes at the back while my mom was in the bathroom. Suddenly she screamed *as if there's no tomorrow* and ran to me. Mom was so scared that she hold me so tight. I then went into the room and have a look at that centipede. It's just at the corner around the basin area. She was so scared that she didn't even want me to get near there... I couldn't do much as i dunno how to treat this thing (you know... city boy don't know any 101 solutions on this kind of matter). So, all i can do is observe and company my mom. She was so scared that she cried out. I felt sad at that moment too, for my helplessness. If only I could fix it.
Luckily she called a helpful colleague of hers and got him to come fix for us. Apparently he told me.. as long I kill the head and tail it should be ok. cause the poison stays at the 2 end. What weird creature is that. But we still had no idea of its where from. Anyway, mom was still terrified by that and asked me to company her overnight. Poor mom... hope I'll be more useful next time..
P.S. Well I'm pretty useful when it comes to cockroaches...
I was cleaning dishes at the back while my mom was in the bathroom. Suddenly she screamed *as if there's no tomorrow* and ran to me. Mom was so scared that she hold me so tight. I then went into the room and have a look at that centipede. It's just at the corner around the basin area. She was so scared that she didn't even want me to get near there... I couldn't do much as i dunno how to treat this thing (you know... city boy don't know any 101 solutions on this kind of matter). So, all i can do is observe and company my mom. She was so scared that she cried out. I felt sad at that moment too, for my helplessness. If only I could fix it.
Luckily she called a helpful colleague of hers and got him to come fix for us. Apparently he told me.. as long I kill the head and tail it should be ok. cause the poison stays at the 2 end. What weird creature is that. But we still had no idea of its where from. Anyway, mom was still terrified by that and asked me to company her overnight. Poor mom... hope I'll be more useful next time..
P.S. Well I'm pretty useful when it comes to cockroaches...
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