Farewell Dinner cum Party....

Today, after the hard work in the office.. we all were prepared for a farewell dinner for 1 of my Handsome colleague... sadly.. he's leaving us.. and My 3 Musketeers has lost 1 now... need replacement. Hope the new colleague will be as good looking as this colleague of mine.

However, We had our dinner at Firefly, KK Time Square. Fun place and nice environment. The food was delicious too.. although it's not as filling as I was expecting. Pork Ribs... mmmm...... Next time must order the same menu.

So, after the dinner, we went on to the next door, which was a pub of the same restaurant. There's live band and the environment was cosy. My handsome boss (1 of the 3 musketeers) had ordered some hard liquor, which I do not know of what brand nor type of it. All I know is it's sweet and nice to drink with coke or lime water. Soon after down some shots.. my colleagues started to hit up and tried to conquer the dance floor. I am a slow motor. And I don't dance in general. Therefore, all I did is enjoy the music and enjoy looking at my handsome colleagues + boss to demo their dance skills.

But, things were not always as good as that... I was forced to dance. What more, was forced to dance by my handsome boss. Wooohooo... I was even "molested" by him many times to make me dance.. lol... Well, to keep the situation fun, I finally did some small moves... and danced along with them. It was an interesting night though.. And it was very happening and enjoyable. Especially seeing 3 of my musketeers making their killer moves. lol...

Anyway, That party is the reason I'm now posting at this late night while I should have gone to bed to prepare for my dog's life. But I just got home and got showered. Now, at this very moment, I'm waiting for my hair to get dry before I dose off.. However, I think I'll end here.. and continue my sweet dreams of handsome and hope I get some Wet Dreams... hahahahha.. good night. Love.

Definition of Charm....

Whenever you ask me how do I look, I'd admit that I don't look bad. At least I'm slightly above average if not above average. LOL... However, this Kid from earlier (Hmm.. let's call him Kid A), who was fond of me. Thinks that I'm very good looking and sexy to a certain extend. I was like laughing and of cause I felt the joy also lah... Who doesn't minta puji. However, I am not really into him but I'm very happy to be friend with him. Well, that disappointed him and he went to emo state again... sad sad.

However, he said that I'm a hot cake in the PLU community.. which I doubt. and that people will constantly come to know me if I go to QBar (A local gay bar in Sabah), Which I never step foot in there.. cause I don't like clubbing. I was like wondering the truthfulness. Or was I his taste that's why he said so. I wonder. Anyway, I'm sorry lah to bring him up and down with emotions after knowing me. I'm such a terrible guy.

On the other hand, I've met another guy too. He too thinks that I'm hot and sexy.. hahahahhaha I really do like praises.. Well, It's part of Leo... can't help it. But, I'm like fat? K lah maybe the word stocky suits me.. but still I have a belly.. a big 1 too.. sadly.. all the hard works in gym won't work on me. But, in my eyes.. those guys with fit athlete bodies are the hotties to me. Maybe everyone has their own definition of hotness and sexyness and mine happen to be the toned type. But people I met prefers meaty type. After all, the chinese proverb "情人眼里出西施" says it all. In case u can't read, it means beauty comes in every individual eyes. It's our own perspective of beauty that defines beauty. But what do u think of me?

hehehe..

The Company

Hmm.. actually, 2 separate things to tell here..

Last Saturday, our company had a team building event at Lembah Impian. quite a nice place with swimming pool (will include the story later.. lol). So, we had our fun, dinner, and Karaoke and dance there. Dinner was so so though. Coz the food were not really tasteless but not strong enuf.. Yeah.. i like strong taste.. lol. Everything was good. and good thing is all the handsomes within the company attended the event too.

So, after the tally match, my colleague and I decided if we can go swim in the pool since we were the house guest. and this colleague of mine is the handsome which i kinda like (want to see him? check out my flicker.. he's the 1 sitting next to me) So, we went to the pool shirt less.. and GOSH~ he's fit n sexy. Hahahahaha.. not only that.. other handsomes from other branch came to join us in the pool too... Wooohoooo.... Wolf in action.. lol.. There's this 1 kid.. he's got damn sexy body, i suppose he doesn't like underwear as I can most of the time see his butt crack whenever he's working. He jumped into the pool with his jeans.. Awoooooooooo...

K K.. on other hand. The kid from earlier post (who was mad at me), finally chatted with me again in msn. And we had a VERY long chat.. from 11pm i think to like 430am... I was like sleeping panda the next day, Slept all the time at my grandma's house. Then, at around 4pm. I received his text.. we exchanged sms then I told him why not we meet up for a short tea before dinner. So, I took the long way to his place.. got lost a few rounds. Finally, then we met up.. had some tang yuen in some leong cha pou (rice ball in some dessert house). We chatted and everything was good.. now he's happy and i'm happy.. lol.. next i wanna find my other friend.. which i suppose from this lesson i've learnt that don't let them wait too long. This Kid gave me a phrase "Jual Mahal" (Sell at High Price) for I'm hard to meet and refused him too many times. lol.. Well, I'm just some cheapskate so dont mistaken me as Expensive stuff.. lol.. That's all.. Tata!

我是坏人。。。

我是好人也是个坏人。。。。

I guess this phrase suits me a lot now... month ago I've chatted with this guy who was fust of me earlier.. he was complaining that I've promised to meet up with him but yet I've not look for him at all. Well, I guess there are few reasons that I didn't look for him and 1 of them is distance for sure... he stays far away from my place.

But all and all, We were chatting happily that day. Even had some webcam session. See how he did and so on. Then I promised him to meet up for a drink on the coming Thursday (Which was yesterday) But I'm kinda discreet and I usually won't reject my friends when they ask for a drink at week ends or holiday seasons. So, unluckily on Thursday afternoon, my friends were sort of suggesting to go for a drink. But I have my appointment for this kid... So... I just follow the flow. I took the invitation and thinking that I can go after meeting my friends. Which I was expecting a time like 1030 or 11 pm. However, this Kid has a curfew at 11pm. Shit... that troubles me. I thought of many ways to meet both ends. I've even thought of letting Kid to stay at my place for overnight. But on 2nd thought my friends may even end up at 12am... So, I dared not let a promise to the Kid.

Therefore, I've thought that I can make up with him for a morning breakfast. So, I proposed to him that. He was definitely angry and called me a liar. Maybe I am. I didn't give much reply nor any explanations to him. I think it's not necessary anymore. Since I'm the 1 at fault here.. explaining myself will only make things worse. So I let it be and just replied to say will call him this morning(Which I did, but there's no reply from him). Then after the meeting with my friends, I opened the MSN and saw this " [Heart break] You gAve me thE hoPe and Lights up My liFe, why Would you Smashed it Now ?" as his headline. Poor kid...

I'm sorry.. but I can't say much.

Not Again... Another Wedding Day...

Well, this time my friend's wedding. It was a rushing dinner.. dunno rush for what.

Anyway, as the seats were prearranged for the guesses, we (ex colleagues) were assigned to table No. 41. However, there's this I dunno relatives or friends, were confused with their seats and were temporally assigned to our table. Since we did have extra seats, we did not mind. But I tell you. The guy sitting opposite me was SO DAMN HANDSOME. OMG... I was like very much distracted when I was "sampating" with my ex colleague. Took every chance available to glimpse on him. Hai.... My heart was so happy as i thought we were going to share dinner the whole night. But too bad they were relocated to other tables. And I had lost where he is... Due to I have to keep my cool to hide my orientation. So sad...

But he did go to the toilet like twice. And our table was just next to the toilet. So... Yeah i got to see his face. Twice.. hehe.. Plus, luckily he didn't leave right away after the dinner so I finally spotted his table and took another few glimpse on him. I really hope that he's gay and that I had imprinted some impression to him.. hai... feeling emo now...

Good night.

Wedding Day!!

No lah not mine. Mou tin tin kena invite to some far relative's wedding. Lucky not me paying for the bomb. lol... anyway, It was held in a hotel in 1 Borneo. Food was ok ok..

There's nothing to write about. However, few things to tell.. 1st I went there with my mom. And we followed my auntie's car which was driven by my handsome cousin. lol... He's so far the best looking cousin I have.. though there's another 1 in my Father's side family. Anyway, we reached there at around 6. All this and that dinner at 8. Nothing I want to tell bout the wedding. But there's this guy I kinda eying on all night long. lol.. he's a waiter servicing other tables.. too bad he didn't serve us. But he's got the handsomeness in him.. and was serving on a table where there's also another good looking guy sitting. Shit.. I lost my focus.. what bout the wedding i don't know.. but.. ehehehe.. at least i enjoyed the peeping of good looks around. especially the waiter... yum yum....

Signs....

1. Ever when I was young, I was more gentle than the other boys.
2. In class I was called gay when I was primary school (Hmm.. I guess they knew me better than I did at that time.)
3. I started to have crush at other guys in primary school. (Which I didn't even realised. I only think that there are more handsomes than pretties)
4. My crush to guys are more distinct as I grow. I've even specifically liked a guy but still think that if he's my brother....
5. I surfed straight porn at 1st.. but always would end up with guys and penises.
6. Everyone keeps asking don't I have a taste of girl but I cannot say any of it. But when taste of guys.. I certainly do have some.
7. My friends are getting even more and more worried about my single life.
8. They even suspected if I were gay (which I am)
9. I've tried f*cking a prostitute but wasn't as enjoying as I thought.
10. I've tried f*cking a guy (which is not my type) and getting some pleasure. Though I don't really wanna do him again.
11. I like to see guys without shirt. Especially those fit and sexy. Handsome is definitely a plus.
12. I saw a guy changing in the fitting room at my gym area today. He wasn't wearing any undies in his jeans. He was embarrassed to change in front of me and turned his back side to me. I saw the butt and instantly getting a hard on. I embarrassed to face him and sided my position in order to hide my popping bulge. Jeez... gays must not look at other naked guys in changing rooms to avoid embarrassment. That's a lesson.

Good night.