1. Ever when I was young, I was more gentle than the other boys.
2. In class I was called gay when I was primary school (Hmm.. I guess they knew me better than I did at that time.)
3. I started to have crush at other guys in primary school. (Which I didn't even realised. I only think that there are more handsomes than pretties)
4. My crush to guys are more distinct as I grow. I've even specifically liked a guy but still think that if he's my brother....
5. I surfed straight porn at 1st.. but always would end up with guys and penises.
6. Everyone keeps asking don't I have a taste of girl but I cannot say any of it. But when taste of guys.. I certainly do have some.
7. My friends are getting even more and more worried about my single life.
8. They even suspected if I were gay (which I am)
9. I've tried f*cking a prostitute but wasn't as enjoying as I thought.
10. I've tried f*cking a guy (which is not my type) and getting some pleasure. Though I don't really wanna do him again.
11. I like to see guys without shirt. Especially those fit and sexy. Handsome is definitely a plus.
12. I saw a guy changing in the fitting room at my gym area today. He wasn't wearing any undies in his jeans. He was embarrassed to change in front of me and turned his back side to me. I saw the butt and instantly getting a hard on. I embarrassed to face him and sided my position in order to hide my popping bulge. Jeez... gays must not look at other naked guys in changing rooms to avoid embarrassment. That's a lesson.
Good night.
one thing - i have managed to train myself not to get hard looking at others changing in the gym... :) something i learnt about controlling thoughts...
ReplyDeletebut i let my thoughts wonder especially in meetings.. ekekeke