我是坏人。。。

我是好人也是个坏人。。。。

I guess this phrase suits me a lot now... month ago I've chatted with this guy who was fust of me earlier.. he was complaining that I've promised to meet up with him but yet I've not look for him at all. Well, I guess there are few reasons that I didn't look for him and 1 of them is distance for sure... he stays far away from my place.

But all and all, We were chatting happily that day. Even had some webcam session. See how he did and so on. Then I promised him to meet up for a drink on the coming Thursday (Which was yesterday) But I'm kinda discreet and I usually won't reject my friends when they ask for a drink at week ends or holiday seasons. So, unluckily on Thursday afternoon, my friends were sort of suggesting to go for a drink. But I have my appointment for this kid... So... I just follow the flow. I took the invitation and thinking that I can go after meeting my friends. Which I was expecting a time like 1030 or 11 pm. However, this Kid has a curfew at 11pm. Shit... that troubles me. I thought of many ways to meet both ends. I've even thought of letting Kid to stay at my place for overnight. But on 2nd thought my friends may even end up at 12am... So, I dared not let a promise to the Kid.

Therefore, I've thought that I can make up with him for a morning breakfast. So, I proposed to him that. He was definitely angry and called me a liar. Maybe I am. I didn't give much reply nor any explanations to him. I think it's not necessary anymore. Since I'm the 1 at fault here.. explaining myself will only make things worse. So I let it be and just replied to say will call him this morning(Which I did, but there's no reply from him). Then after the meeting with my friends, I opened the MSN and saw this " [Heart break] You gAve me thE hoPe and Lights up My liFe, why Would you Smashed it Now ?" as his headline. Poor kid...

I'm sorry.. but I can't say much.